I think using this thread as your forum works, at least for now. I use this site to connect with modifiers. Not quite the same thing, but a fringe group in subculture group, like you. They both involve transformation and change. I now have to squat to pee but that's a story for later. I appreciate your feminization goals and would love to have you as a house guest during your transformation. I'm not gay and know nothing about hormone treatment, so I'm probably not your guy, but I do love men who want to step outside the box. Or to get in the box if a little sensory deprivation is in order. I think yours is not an uncommon theme and that you should be able to find stories and information here and on a few other sites like ts sites. I love the thread. Steve
which has a lot of blogs that have captions, some dealing with male in charge of feminizing a male. - With this one you find links to other blogs from each blog, so It'll keep you busy.