Hi Lister02-
Is 203 low enough? Late last year I had my T levels checked because of erectile dysfunction, I can't pee standing up without making a mess. My results came back at 228 and fell to 151 in May, so my Doc put me on 50mg of Testosterone Gel. It's now 250, but I hate how testosterone is fucking with my mind, I'm a lot more horny and its very distracting.
My penis has gone from turtle to almost 5 inches hard.
If I have to go on TRT, why do I need non-working nuts, they don't work, the only thing that they will do for you is putting me at risk for testicular cancer.
I wish that I had tested my T levels years ago so I can a baseline. Having low T level for years, if not decades, explains why I feel like I'm a eunuch and have a strong desire to be casterated and live as a eunuch. At 49, I have no interest in having kids. I wish that Dr. Kimmel was still around and done with it.
So is 203 low enough? For me 151 wasn't low enough.-WDW
lister02 (imported) wrote: Thu Jul 08, 2010 11:13 am
A side effect of a vasectomy I had in 1994 is delayed testicular failure. My recent T levels all tested low (around 203-205). I did not know it was happening but my abilities were weakening. I started to have less erections and they required direct stimulation and were easy to lose. My orgasms did not feel that good anymore, sometimes I am not sure if I even come. Touching my wife's body barely does anything for me anymore, But none the less I still miss the orgasms I once had. My wife did not enjoy intercourse before and hates it now that I take so long. It would be easier for us we would rather that I quit desiring sex and forget about what it was. Right now I seem to have the worst of both worlds :-\. Is my T level still too high or am I just addicted to an old habit and not letting my libido go south on its own?
PS: I could try HRT but I have long fantasized about being castrated and becoming a eunuch. However I likely never would have done it otherwise. So this just might be a dream come true.