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Andrew (imported) wrote: Mon Jun 17, 2002 7:51 am
Or, if after achieving castrate levels, you decided on HRT, were the hot flashes an encouragement to go on HRT, and has HRT helped out? This includes our MTF transsexuals.
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I achieved a castrate level of 21 and was taking Tamoxophen a cancer drug that lowers estrogen levels. I was taking this because my estrogen levels did not want to come down, they were at a high level even for an intact male. This vast difference caused me to be extremely emotional...I would bawl at the drop of a hat. I used the medication for about two months and then finally the levels remained lower. Then at six months post surgery I was drowning in my own sweat. I asked my M.D. ( I'm fortunate to have a gay one) if I could get a low dose of testosterone. Coincidently Androgel was comming out with the Androgel Pump. It enables one to break down the daily dose into quarters.
I started out with one pump a day or 1/4 the normal daily dose. It wasn't long before I started to feel aggression and the like...and in just 4, maybe six, weeks I said "Enough" with the HRT! I felt as bad as I did before surgery.
And then...about two months after discontinuing the HRT it happened, a serious bout of depression. Not the sad and blue kind but more like no energy to even get out of bed. I was content to stay in bed and sleep all day. Just like Junior, my nutered West Highland Terrier.
Back on point, the HRT did not help my hot flashes at all. However, I realized for now I need one pump of androgel every other day in order to maintain a reasonable level of energy.
The hot flashes come about every hour -- 24/7 and in verying degrees. I will have several in a day that just make my skin look like it's covered with morning dew. And then, I have several that will entirely soak any clothing I have on in less than 15 minutes. AND THEN...I have about one or two a week that will soak me like the previous ones, yet hit so fast it leaves me with a migrane.
Like Big Twin; I work outside and simply cannot tolerate the heat of Kansas City. The same is true for me about exercise and manual labor. Hell, just mopping the floor will require a towel dry and a change of clothes. In addition to Big Twin's sceneario, about ten minutes after eating a meal, I'll bust out in a sweat.
The other day I had some gardening to take care of and it was about 90 degrees...between the activity of gardening and less than 20 minutes outside; I started sweating so fast it looked like I was standing under an invisable shower head.
No joke...then, as I was sweating I started to get goose bumps. I hadn't been out long enough to have heat exhaustion. I just happened to be in the hot sun and have a heat flash at the same time with gushing sweat glands. I'm certain that I hover just above dehydration levels most of the time.
I try to compensate by drinking 64 ounces of filtered room temperature water everyday in addition to any other beverages I might have.
My disapointment was tremendous when 5 year graduates are still having them. :-\
I'm probably addressing the choir when I say, I will keep seeking a solution to these pesky and somewhat debilitating flashes. I could no more put on a shirt, tie and jacket then sit in an office than pigs can fly to the moon. I can bearly deal with just shorts on!
Check it out, I have a 5000btu A/C unit in my 9X10 bedroom, set at it's lowest setting, 64 degrees; it kicks off and I'm still laying on the bed with only my socks on...sweating every hour. You'd think they would make an A/C unit that would go below 64?! I suppose, that would be like telling a microwave to cook faster
Yours truly,
Tom