Todd Bertrang?

[Riverwind (imported)]

Todd, welcome to the boards.

River

[ToddBertrang (imported)]

I saw robyn in Long Beach California last year, but we did not talk ( talking with ones co defendant is a violation of probation and they give you polygraphs on this type of thing during probation, if you have a "reaction" they "can" violate you and send you back to prison). Interestingly she was going into a Local bank of America and had a tattoo on her neck. I suspect she now has a tattooist boyfriend. I know she was living in Long Beach or close to there during her probation and left Serena's to be with another guy. My last known whereabouts for sure. while I do not have contact with her, I somehow do not think she is living with her mother who doesn't want anything to do with her. Her father divorced her mother a couple decades ago. BTW, I was never in Pelican Bay. and for those who have doubts, her circ was very real. and yes she was at the time very proud and happy with it. For those who are wondering, I no longer do piercings or mods. I feel very violated by the community over what has happened to us.

[MacTheWolf (imported)]

I saw robyn in Long Beach California last year, but we did not talk ( talking with ones co defendant is a violation of probation and they give you polygraphs on this type of thing during probation, if you have a "reaction" they "can" violate you and send you back to prison). Interestingly she was going into a Local bank of America and had a tattoo on her neck. I suspect she now has a tattooist boyfriend. I know she was living in Long Beach or close to there during her probation and left Serena's to be with another guy. My last known whereabouts for sure. while I do not have contact with her, I somehow do not think she is living with her mother who doesn't want anything to do with her. Her father divorced her mother a couple decades ago. BTW, I was never in Pelican Bay. and for those who have doubts, her circ was very real. and yes she was at the time very proud and happy with it. For those who are wondering, I no longer do piercings or mods. I feel very violated by the community over what has happened to us.

Yes, Robyn's circe was real. I saw it up close. Robyn was very proud of it when she showed it to me

[Losethem (imported)]

For those who are wondering, I no longer do piercings or mods. I feel very violated by the community over what has happened to us.

I think what happened to you was horrible, however, you're painting the community with a very broad brush... Not all of us are against you. I for one am not out to push you down or otherwise keep you from making your way in life. I would say most of those involved in "the community" wish the best for you.

--LT

[ToddBertrang (imported)]

LT, I did not mean to "paint the community" in such a way. However, I have found out by personal experience that it only takes a few bad apples to completely destroy a persons life as they knew it. Since these people hide in the corners and act with a knife in the back, it is then best to avoid the situation entirely. for some reason people seem to have made a "career" out of finding ways to maliciously harm me, regardless of truth or right of the matter. Mac, how is it that I know you?

[Losethem (imported)]

LT, I did not mean to "paint the community" in such a way. However, I have found out by personal experience that it only takes a few bad apples to completely destroy a persons life as they knew it. Since these people hide in the corners and act with a knife in the back, it is then best to avoid the situation entirely. for some reason people seem to have made a "career" out of finding ways to maliciously harm me, regardless of truth or right of the matter. Mac, how is it that I know you?

Todd, thank you for understanding that the entire community is not against you. I was concerned about the large brush you were using to paint that picture, but it turns out that was not how you really viewed things, so that is good.

I'm sorry to hear that you've had run-ins with people who seemingly are making it one of their life goals to harass, harm, and otherwise cause you trouble. If they are private parties, I would work on getting some sort of protective order against them. Just because you've spent time "away" doesn't mean people have the right to harass you into submission if you're an otherwise law abiding person. You have the right to live your life as you see fit and they *don't* have the right to tell you how to live it, interfere with how you live it, etc. I've unfortunately been down that road myself and had to use the system to tell those other people they didn't have the right to do what they were doing when they didn't get the picture by my directly telling them so. Sometimes those folks need a legal wake-up call.

I was involved with another case that was in the news about the same time yours came up, so I have a unique understanding on how a lot of this stuff that happened to you might have been politically motivated, or used for the self-gain of others at your expense.

I really do wish you well and hope that you're able to recover from your time away.

--LT

[A-1 (imported)]

Todd, welcome to the boards.

River

Me, too.

Todd, good to have you here.

[ToddBertrang (imported)]

thank you for the welcome. I have "recovered" and am doing better then ever. However, it has been at the expense of completely denying my sexuality, which was formerly a large part of my life. Due to the situation I am now in, IE registered sex offender, and what happened to robyn and myself, I find it is better to simply not have sexuality a part of my life then to take a risk and have no life at all. The people that harmed us all did so for their own personal gain and were all promoted for it. Wherever robyn is, I hope she is happy. I seriously doubt she remembers "us" or what we meant to each other, other then something happened with this "guy" named Todd. Being locked up the way we were was not a good thing. But for myself, at least, I ended up at a decent prison in Coleman Florida. During that time period, robyn was out on Probation. For those who are curious or wondering, I do plan on a castration for myself in the near future and am seriously considering a cock head removal and potentially removing most or all the cock in the future.

[Milkman (imported)]

Todd,

Best of luck with your procedure, and I hope that becoming a eunuch provides the calm asexual life that you seek. Being on probation will you be limited in your discussion, description or documentation of your castration?

[Milkman (imported)]

Another question is whether you see your castration in a positive light, a way to move forward into a new life, or will this be an artifact of your prison experience...another negative event?