New and interested

[garywantsthemoff (imported)]

I'm a 56 yo male, soon to be 57, and castration has always interested me. I contacted a surgeon who does castrations, and got told that while erections are out after the surgery, orgasms are still possible. I need to get more information on that before I make the final decision.

I've always been a sissy, ever since puberty. I adore women, worship them, and want to please them. Naturally, the dominant women are the ones I've always been attracted to: women who like using strapons, enemas, plugs, etc. on a man, as well as women who like to watch their men give bj's, take anal from men, and the like. Castration seems like a logical way to carry on with my needs.

If castration would mean I'd never have an orgasm again, it's not for me. I'd really prefer to get erections and orgasms, but if I got the orgasms, I could live without the erections. I just want, first, to make that ultimate sacrifice (my balls) for a woman I love, and then, to have the lack of testosterone make me more sissy, more girly.

Is this just a warped fantasy, or could it really happen?

[ramses (imported)]

Try chemical castration first. Once your Testosterone drops, it may seem like a silly idea with life long reprecussions. Getting castrated is a decision best mad with little T in your system. Ironic, huh?

[garywantsthemoff (imported)]

I've seen a doctor or two on here who does surgical castration, but none who do the chemical version. How hard are they to find?

[ramses (imported)]

www.inhousepharmacy.com There is a lot of information here on regimins. Try the search function then ask some questions.

[garywantsthemoff (imported)]

I tried that link to the pharmacy, but when I searched for castration, it came up with no links. I called the telephone number, but chickened out when a live person answered. Are they used to calls about chemical castration, or would that just be another insult added to their work lives?

[fhunter]

I tried that link to the pharmacy, but when I searched for castration, it came up with no links. I called the telephone number, but chickened out when a live person answered. Are they used to calls about chemical castration, or would that just be another insult added to their work lives?

Look here: http://eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=12114 - chemical castration protocols.

PS. Search the archive it has a lot of information.

[garywantsthemoff (imported)]

Thanks for the link, so I can find out about chemical castration. That probably would be a good first step for me.

[garywantsthemoff (imported)]

Does anyone know of any doctors, preferably female, in or within a reasonable drive of Las Vegas, who would give out the drugs for chemical castration, providing she felt I could take them safely?

[mrt (imported)]

I'm a 56 yo male, soon to be 57, and castration has always interested me. I contacted a surgeon who does castrations, and got told that while erections are out after the surgery, orgasms are still possible. I need to get more information on that before I make the final decision.

I've always been a sissy, ever since puberty. I adore women, worship them, and want to please them. Naturally, the dominant women are the ones I've always been attracted to: women who like using strapons, enemas, plugs, etc. on a man, as well as women who like to watch their men give bj's, take anal from men, and the like. Castration seems like a logical way to carry on with my needs.

If castration would mean I'd never have an orgasm again, it's not for me. I'd really prefer to get erections and orgasms, but if I got the orgasms, I could live without the erections. I just want, first, to make that ultimate sacrifice (my balls) for a woman I love, and then, to have the lack of testosterone make me more sissy, more girly.

Is this just a warped fantasy, or could it really happen?

I don't think you understand what happens once your testosterone levels crash. You may well be "capable" of having an orgasm but your desire to seek one out will be near zero. What turns you on now (The list you gave) may well just sound silly to you post op. Castration won't make you more girly / sissy it will just make you sexless / asexual. Not (I think) what you want. I think it would be a serious mistake to have this done for the reasons you gave. Its so much more then "erections" its about your mood, mental clarity, your sex drive, things that come with castration like mental health like symptoms of depression and anxiety.

You said a few things about wanting to be "Girly" and for that I think you should have a serious talk with a therapist who deals with GID (Gender Identity Disorder) If you truly want to be "female" talk about sex transition. This also (partly) involves the removal of your testes but its also about going on female hormones (Thus avoiding the baggage of just being castrated and not being on HRT *Hormone Replacement Therapy) and construction of a working vagina from your penile tissue. Do a lot of reading (Google) and talk to some doctors who are expert in this type of thing and see how you feel about it.

Good luck!

[garywantsthemoff (imported)]

Thank you for your feedback MrT. I'm not at all sure what is or might be right for me, and any input is always welcome. A large part of me thinks you may be right. I'm not saying I'll go the way you suggest, but it does bring me pause. Please feel free to give me any more ideas you may have, especially if you read any more posts I may make here. I've suspected all along my desire for castration is just one more silly kink I may have picked up, though I'm not sure it is. Anyway, SINCERELY, thanks.