well heya!

[onetwothree (imported)]

I just finally decided to join the EA last nite so now I can actually post lolz

anyhoo, I'm a 22 year old intact male that's going to college in the Midwest. I've been interested in castration directly for a few years now but I remember growing up that I didn't like my balls but was fine with the penis. lolz I feel weird just putting that out there XD

my issue with this whole thing is that I don't know how to figure out if this is just a sexual fantasy or not...but it's kinda been bugging me for awhile, hence my posting about it lol...

but interested side fact is that I actually told my best friend about this before even getting on this message boards XD

anyhoo, my thoughts on why I would want it is that I feel that my mind is always on 'pleasures of the skin' when I would rather just have them focused on my artwork (yeah I'mma painter too ) I also don't like the feeling of the package either...so it would also be for asthetic reasons but I'm not sure if that's a good reason either lol

well that's prolly more info than you needed but there it is

see you around!

[IbPervert (imported)]

WOW, 22 yrs old and you want them things dead! Interesting....welcome to the nut farm!

I suffer from Chronic Depression and at one time I was in a study on depression and the man that took care of me was drop dead gorgeous, beautiful and when he left i was heart broken. However, he told me he was going to school to become a Doctor, so i told him about this place and that when he gets his practice he could make some nice money castrating men. He looked at me in shock, but he is one of two people that know me that i have told. :dong:

[onetwothree (imported)]

haha that's hilarious! I could just imagine his face when you said that

but yeah, I've been feeling this way prolly at least since 19 when I first stumble upon it online but as I said, they just never felt right...

in fact, when I was a teenager I had soo much hormones running through me that I did the durty prolly around 4 times a day and depending on the day I would do one session for 2 or more hours so I've felt like it was controlling my life and I still feel that way

and thanks for the welcome

[bobbie (imported)]

haha that's hilarious! I could just imagine his face when you said that

but yeah, I've been feeling this way prolly at least since 19 when I first stumble upon it online but as I said, they just never felt right...

in fact, when I was a teenager I had soo much hormones running through me that I did the durty prolly around 4 times a day and depending on the day I would do one session for 2 or more hours so I've felt like it was controlling my life and I still feel that way

and thanks for the welcome

Welcome to the Archive.

When you say that you were got interested in castration desires after stumbling on it on the internet is a sure sign of it being a fantasy. Most in here that have been castrated or really want it done, have the desire for many years if not most of their lifetime.

A teenager not masturbating very often is not "normal". That is very common. Doing it many times a day is common. Many men still masturbate several times a day when they are far older. Hormones = desire to have sexual outlet. Many say that testosterone runs men's life. Getting erection often is very common. Be happy that you can get off so often. As you age the desire will diminish. Most never want that to happen. Enjoy yourself. Welcome to the male world.

[onetwothree (imported)]

I'm sorry if I said what I meant incorrectly. All I meant by that I was interested in castration after I saw it on the interwebs was that I started getting aroused by it. That still doesn't change the fact that I have felt too much sexual arousal when I was growing up. I don't care whether it's normal for a guy to masturbate as much as I did. All I care is that it was too much for me. I almost killed myself/ran away many, many times as a kid from all the frustration I was experiencing (not all from libido but a lot of it).

Is it too much to ask for people to understand that I want no sexual desire until I want it? Please don't lump me together with what "most people" want since I'm an individual and not a group of people.

oh and to those that are spamming me and those that will, please stop. I don't want to meet a cutter. I don't want to meet anyone at the moment. All I want is a place where I can write about what I feel since I don't have anyone to talk with in real life (yes I know you know that my friend knows but he doesn't want to talk about it as much as I want) and if I keep on getting those messages, I will not hesitate to leave EA.

thanks

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

Do not hesitate to report harassment to the administrators, particularly to Kristoff or paolo. --FLO--

[onetwothree (imported)]

I would but I don't know how. There's no report button. Do I just forward the message to one of them?

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

Yes, that will do it, along with a few words from you explaining your objection to the message. --FLO--

[onetwothree (imported)]

alright, I'll do just that

but still, if that's the only interaction I get, I won't put up with it. and thanks for your help Flo!

[Paolo]

If someone is bothering you in email or PM, forward it to me in a PM here or copy it into an email to paolo at eunuch dot org with the subject "EA Harassment". Include the user name who is bothering you. I will take care of it.