Enough lurking, time to stick a toe in the water...

[minuteman (imported)]

Hi Everybody,

I’ve been lurking on these boards (and reading the stories of course) for a very long time. I’m 54 and live in the south west UK and first got into the castration thing about 20 years ago when some testicular pain led me to research possible causes and consequent treatments. Inevitably “orchiectomy” featured and the shiver of anticipation that went down my spine when I searched “castration” was palpable!!

At first I was morbidly fascinated, but reading the stories soon had me turned on and masturbating furiously! I was hooked (I still am).

Over the years, I’ve never seriously considered actual castration, but I’ve got to a place where if it had to happen, for whatever reason, I reckon I could accept it with a degree of equanimity. I would like to try chemical castration on a trial basis, but in the UK there are too many hoops to jump through. I’d be uncomfortable about using imported drugs, not only because of provenance issues, but because I would not want to use anything radical without going through the med checks and that involves opening myself up a little more than I’m prepared to do just now. There are always SSRIs and herbs I suppose.

So at the moment I’m content to hang on to my package, but for reasons I can’t entirely explain, I really would like it to be smaller. Reading the boards and the stories, it seems that a desire for genital diminution goes with the territory. I’m not minute (belying my “handle”), but I’m pleasingly undersized at the moment. I think the size thing kicked in a few years ago when on a local naturist beach. Some females were amused by my modest size – the humiliation was thrilling

I don’t know how much I’ll post – I’m a member of several forums and never seem to contribute much, but here I am, let’s see how it goes.

Minuteman

[bobbie (imported)]

Welcome to the archive. You are among friends in here.

At your age you may have already seen some reduction in testosterone in your system. That comes with age. Going on chemical castration drugs for a test drive is very wise. Your government has made it harder to import drugs form other counties. If you have a good relationship with your doctor I would try to run it by him. You just have to be ready for some discussion on the desire.

Wish you all the luck!

[amm_uk (imported)]

Hi Minuteman, welcome. I have been a member of this and other boards with castration themes for many years. I have been seriously seeking castration in the UK for the last 15 years or so, but I don't seem to be able to achieve it. I have found most doctors are not willing to discuss the issue. I do fantasize about this, and also take part in some castration play. I am also in the SW UK.

[minuteman (imported)]

Hi Guys,

Thanks for the welcome - appreciated.

Bobbie - I live in a fairly close knit community and the GP manager is a former colleague. I'm sure she'd pick up on any notes and my peccadilloes would become known in, say 2 weeks... The only viable routes for any low key trials appear to be convincing the GP I need Prozac for depression or Proscar for hairloss!! Either, I'm led to believe can possibly induce impotence and shrinkage, but no neccessarily reduce libido!!

amm_uk - at the risk of ofending any forum protocols, can you point me to the other castration themed sites? I'm aware of BME, of course. While I don't play with elastrators, I do indulge in tying-off with surgical silicon tube. It so happens that a storyline around this has just occured to me, so I'm going to write it up - watch the Stories!!

regards,

minuteman

[bobbie (imported)]

Hi Guys,

Thanks for the welcome - appreciated.

Bobbie - I live in a fairly close knit community and the GP manager is a former colleague. I'm sure she'd pick up on any notes and my peccadilloes would become known in, say 2 weeks... The only viable routes for any low key trials appear to be convincing the GP I need Prozac for depression or Proscar for hairloss!! Either, I'm led to believe can possibly induce impotence and shrinkage, but no neccessarily reduce libido!!

minuteman

Was on procar and flowmax for I think about 3 years. I had little effect in any sexual area. Did not have any hair regrowth either. All my changes happened when I started androcur.

The change in libido is different from one person to another.

[MacTheWolf (imported)]

Welcome minuteman

We're glad you're here



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[Eraserhead (imported)]

I think the size thing kicked in a few years ago when on a local naturist beach. Some females were amused by my modest size – the humiliation was thrilling

Wow! I envy you soooooooo much! I'd love to go to a naturist place and have women look on my limp little willie with amusement! Trouble is, seeing them smirking etc would make my limp little willie into a STIFF little willie!!!

Of course, then they'd have to cut it off... but that's another little (pun intended) fantasy altogether!

[minuteman (imported)]

Well when I'm walking around, I find that makes things bunch up - any snickers only serve to heighten that effect . I've no desires around penectomy - when its gone, what's there to laugh at? However, parading around ball/scrotum-less would I think be quite eyecatching . In the context of a naturist beach, it would be a bit of an "ice-breaker"

minuteman

@Mac - thanks for the welcome

[JesusA (imported)]

I'd like to welcome both of you, Minuteman and Eraserhead, to the Archive. I see from your public profiles that both of you are adding to our UK membership and that you are both about the same age.

Look around. Ask questions. You'll find that this is a very friendly place.

[Eraserhead (imported)]

Thanks for the welcome Jesus!

I've been lurking for a couple of weeks and have noticed it IS a very friendly place.

I'll stick around I think. Lots of interesting people on here with interesting ideas and viewpoints.