Really quite gutted tonight.
I'd been massively looking forward to giving the balls
decided to start with Lefty, but just like past time, as soon as I put the needle in, it didn't feel right. Tried a different spot and managed to get 0.3ml in before it got too uncomfortable and I had to stop.
Regrouped for a few minutes and had a beer, then tried Righty. Got a pain as soon as I tried putting the needle in, took it back out and got quite a big drop of blood following it and it kept coming back every time I wiped it, took ages to stop it. I then tried again in a different spot, but was only able to get 1ml in before I had to stop.
After how much I'd been looking forward to it, what a disappointment tonight was... I've put my favourite sexy lacy kickers on for bed to try and cheer myself up!