New here, and trying to... discover myself, I guess.

[erikboy (imported)]

That is one source.

The physical body can still change some in the 20's. Some of the changes you do now may not be able to be undone. Hormones are very powerful and should not be taken for granted. You may get more then you want. Would be wise to seek some professional help to sort out your desires and fantasy.

Please be very careful.

It is true that you should be careful with hormones or anything else that is capable to permanently change your body.

You should look deep into yourself and think if permanent changes are worth it. As they probably will change your mind. Also attitude of your surrounding world will change. People you know might not like the way you change yourself.

What ever is your decision, it must be very informed. Then there are more chances to be happy later in your life - with or without changes and go on with your life.

Being stuck with your problem and wasting time with indecision could be as bad as making a wrong decision. Time is wasted, which is something you never get back.

About age I would't worry that much. Your body continues to change until you die. Everything depends on your goals. Where you want to go? What is your dream?

In Vietnam average age of American soldier who got killed was 19. Quite young age to die permanently.

So please be very careful!

[Freddy12 (imported)]

Addicted,

It is always difficult for young people to hear someone suggest that you be careful and wait to try something, but Bobbie's advice is particularly good here.

You are looking at a hopefully long life in front of you, and hormones can make changes that can't be undone. If you are not able to get professional help now, why not wait until that is posible before you make a decision that you might later regret? I don't think it is better to rush into something without having considered all the possible results. Making an informed decision is so very much better

Freddy

[Addicted (imported)]

@Freddy, that's what I plan on doing.

If there's a serious risk involved, it would be better for me to wait until I'm moved out, and I can consult my doctor on my own.

@erick thank-you for your support, and forwarning.. the more I hea people tell me how serious it is, the more I come to the reality that I could end up with something i don't want, and can't change. I'm just going to have to leave everything as a fantasy for now.

As I think some of my ideas are really fun and kinky.

So I've decided to just leave it as a fantasy, and try to enjoy something that really turns me on, until I can seek professional guidance.

So.. about one of the other things I mentioned in my post... anyone know of a good source of stories where the female hunts the guys for her 'trophies'...?

[Dave (imported)]

I'm already 19... is there really that much left to growing for me that hormone therapy could mess up my body?

I'm assuming you mean this article right?

http://www.eunuch.org/vbulletin/showthread.php?t=12114

Yes, you are still young. You should have a doctor's advice.

There are certain benefits to physically being a child. Your body might not consider itself an adult yet... Sometimes the physical body doesn't think it is an adult until past 21 or 22. That has nothing to do with your mental age or maturity.

[kristoff]

Addicted - if you are 19, why does your profile say you are 29?

[Addicted (imported)]

My general location isEdit Value

usa

How did you find the Archive?Edit Value

Google Search

I was born in (Year)Edit Value

1990

Come again? o.o;

Edit: ok, I see it now... I had thought I fixed it earlier. But, it seems to remember what I entered, and placed it in another spot on my profile... I changed it so it only displays the correct birth year on my profile, is that acceptable?