Castration fantasies

[paring (imported)]

I address this question to the men who have been surgicaly castrated.

Tell us if you are on TRT or not.

Will castration fantasies go away after surgical castration?

[Uncle Flo (imported)]

I am not on TRT at the moment. Strictly speaking, the fantasies go away and are replaced with reality. As I have stated, I am not totally without interest in sex; more to the point I still find myself to be fascinated by castration, the implications of eunuch life and the why and wherefor of people drawn to castration. --FLO--

[hodenlos (imported)]

I have learned, that my castration fantasies are still alive with or without testosteronacetat. sex only goes with those fantasies, less without.

[dancinggizmos (imported)]

I am on hrt I sufferd an infection which resulted in my testicualr atrophy and hypofunction of testicles and testosterone.

Being in my early 20's when starting and now I am doing well I always have liked being a male and everything that goes along with it and have been able to control it very well, so that is what I like feeling like is myself before the hormones messed up however I do know other guys my age who are hapy with lower lhormones, it really just depends on the person himself.

I have heard of a few guys castrate themselves with s teroids chemicals then not likeing or wnating HRT even from the best Dr's after giving it a test drive.

It is something you want to think about as you will not have the raging male feelings as you should normally have and will feel submissve and etional like a female if yuo are like me it just depends on the person.

I could not live adequately at all or function without my Testosterone and hormones.

I understand many are hapier with some hormone also rather than none.

I address this question to the men who have been surgicaly castrated.

Tell us if you are on TRT or not.

Will castration fantasies go away after surgical castration?

[nullorchis (imported)]

There can be a big difference between castration fantasies, and castration desire.

In my particular case, since my body first started producing testosterone I wanted to be castrated. I even attempted self-castration with messy (but not life threatening) results. I didn't just fantasize about being castrated, I WANTED, NEEDED, CRAVED to be castrated.

This desire stayed with me all my life, but became of less importance over time since it seemed impossible to have it done so I thought about it less to keep myself from being miserable.

Then one year, for reasons I won't go into here, my testosterone production drastically reduced without me knowing it. I experienced testosterone withdrawal symptoms and they were awful.

Dr. prescribed testosterone replacement therapy. Within a few weeks libido and my desire to be castrated went back up off the charts. I felt angry, agitated, aggressive, unstable, irritable, you name it, I was a package.

When I finally stopped taking testosterone and started taking siterone, thoughts about being castrated subsided. I would still like to be castrated, but I don't have the almost raging uncontrollable craving desire to be castrated like I had in my early years, or when I was taking testosterone replacement.

So, for me, yes, testosterone seems to be the factor that drove me to urgently crave to be physically castrated.

Although only on siterone for under a month, I have no libido, no erections, and no desire to have either. Flash photos of naked people to me, and YAWN, boring.

In the beginning I thought it would be awful to have no libido, no erections, etc.

But it's a funny thing. When I lost my libido and ability to have erections, besides loosing my craving to being castrated, I simply could not care less that I don't desire sex and it is completely unimportant that I don't get erections or have a libido. It's like, whew, thank goodness that phase of my life is FINALLY over. I thought I would feel a sense of loss, but quite the opposite. I feel a sense of huge relief and being without a sex drive I learned was the goal I desired. In the beginning I thought it would be very sexy to be hunky horney and without balls. But, being dumb, I overlooked that with no balls I wouldn't be horney. FINALLY I see the light. With or without balls, freedom from sex drive was and is what I really needed, even though at the time that wasn't what I wanted.

Some people I guess call this the eunuch calm. I think of it as elimination of anger, hostility, tension, stress, frustration. I just kind of go with the flow now. Every now and then things bother me, but I am much less prone to flying off the handle.

I guess you can say I went from a type A+ (anger) to a type C (calm).

So, sexually, physically, emotionally, and mentally, I am glad I made the choice to proceed with managing my libido through the miracle of modern chemistry. While I would prefer the natural method that avoided drugs (surgical castration), this is the next best thing.

But, don't take my personal experience as a cure all. We are each different, have unique wants, needs, and reactions to drugs. Just because I am delighted with my results doesn't mean you will also be pleased. It took me over a year to finally decide to proceed with chemical suppression of testosterone. Take your time. Think it over. But the nice thing about the drugs is that if you don't like the results, you can withdraw from them and your sexuality and libido should return to your normal.

[feedback (imported)]

My experience was almost identical to Nullorchis's, I lost my testoserone because of a medical problem and 10 years later when I was put on hormone replacement I found I had an overwhwelming desire to kill mt balls and I hated my overactive sex drive. I was short tempered and anything would set me off. I cut my Androgel from 6.25 grams a day to 1.25 in the winter and found I was much calmer, more considerate,and in general just much more content with life. I up my Androgel to 2.5 grams in the summer when I am more active and find that old urge to be castrated returns and I start having erections at night. Going to go back on 1.25 grams a day and try to start the process to have my testicles removed. I present as a male but see myself as no gendered. At my age I don't need to breed and would be happy with no genitals at all.

[kennath7 (imported)]

I will have to agree with what nullorchis first stated

There can be a big difference between castration fantasies, and castration desire

The desire deep with in my self to be castrated at one point I would have done anything to achieve my life goal which almost killed me

Now I am happy to be free from the constant thought and planning and er visits

Yes the desire is gone but at times which are very few I will have a dream where I Place a band around the top of where my scroutum use to be

But that is it . after I wake I smile and thank god that I am free from that hell

no trt

[gandalf (imported)]

Although I have always been interested in castration, I lost mine due to a medical problem (not cancer). I went on HRT 30 days after they were removed. Part of my agreement with my urologist to help ward off osteoporosis. I started on the 5gram tube of Testim daily and in two weeks I had the drive of a 15 or 16 year old. Too high for my 67 year old heart at the time. I use to one tube every other day which seems to be fine with me and my body. I have tried one tube every 4th day and get along with no problems. Now I am trying the one half tube a day to see how ZI react. Actually I am not on Androgel. If all goes well with the one half tube daily, I will try to talk my urologist into changing it to that since the 2.5 package is available.

[themiker12 (imported)]

There can be a big difference between castration fantasies, and castration desire.

In my particular case, since my body first started producing testosterone I wanted to be castrated. I even attempted self-castration with messy (but not life threatening) results. I didn't just fantasize about being castrated, I WANTED, NEEDED, CRAVED to be castrated.

This desire stayed with me all my life, but became of less importance over time since it seemed impossible to have it done so I thought about it less to keep myself from being miserable.

Then one year, for reasons I won't go into here, my testosterone production drastically reduced without me knowing it. I experienced testosterone withdrawal symptoms and they were awful.

Dr. prescribed testosterone replacement therapy. Within a few weeks libido and my desire to be castrated went back up off the charts. I felt angry, agitated, aggressive, unstable, irritable, you name it, I was a package.

When I finally stopped taking testosterone and started taking siterone, thoughts about being castrated subsided. I would still like to be castrated, but I don't have the almost raging uncontrollable craving desire to be castrated like I had in my early years, or when I was taking testosterone replacement.

So, for me, yes, testosterone seems to be the factor that drove me to urgently crave to be physically castrated.

Although only on siterone for under a month, I have no libido, no erections, and no desire to have either. Flash photos of naked people to me, and YAWN, boring.

In the beginning I thought it would be awful to have no libido, no erections, etc.

But it's a funny thing. When I lost my libido and ability to have erections, besides loosing my craving to being castrated, I simply could not care less that I don't desire sex and it is completely unimportant that I don't get erections or have a libido. It's like, whew, thank goodness that phase of my life is FINALLY over. I thought I would feel a sense of loss, but quite the opposite. I feel a sense of huge relief and being without a sex drive I learned was the goal I desired. In the beginning I thought it would be very sexy to be hunky horney and without balls. But, being dumb, I overlooked that with no balls I wouldn't be horney. FINALLY I see the light. With or without balls, freedom from sex drive was and is what I really needed, even though at the time that wasn't what I wanted.

Some people I guess call this the eunuch calm. I think of it as elimination of anger, hostility, tension, stress, frustration. I just kind of go with the flow now. Every now and then things bother me, but I am much less prone to flying off the handle.

I guess you can say I went from a type A+ (anger) to a type C (calm).

So, sexually, physically, emotionally, and mentally, I am glad I made the choice to proceed with managing my libido through the miracle of modern chemistry. While I would prefer the natural method that avoided drugs (surgical castration), this is the next best thing.

But, don't take my personal experience as a cure all. We are each different, have unique wants, needs, and reactions to drugs. Just because I am delighted with my results doesn't mean you will also be pleased. It took me over a year to finally decide to proceed with chemical suppression of testosterone. Take your time. Think it over. But the nice thing about the drugs is that if you don't like the results, you can withdraw from them and your sexuality and libido should return to your normal.

Wow your post really helped me and gave me some things to think about. Right after masterbaition I think god I want to keep my testicles but less than 15 minutes later I still think about it.

Part of me thinks this is due to T but the desire part comes from personal issues, chronic masterbaition -2-4 times a day till orgasm

I'm kinda 50-50.

This is gonna sound lame but in my whole sexual life age 15-29 I have had about 5 orgasms inside of a partner. The rest was from masterbaition. If I got my partner off I would often ask them to wait for me to get my self off.

Some of this is due to my weight but even when I was skinny I still had issues. The casteration fantasy started I think around the end of last year, early this year.