Thanks for the reply. I mostly fantasize about life after surgery. For the surgery itself I want it done in a clean, sterile medical environment. . I want to go under anesthesia, and wake up a changed man. I can see why the would group this with trans surgery. The small subset men wanting the ...

Hi , my name is Mark, and I’m new here. I’m a gay male ( bottom) and have thinking, fantasizing , about having my testicles removed. I have had these thoughts for a long time. More than 15 years or so. I had never thought about a penectomy, didn’t know that could be done , but it would be even more ...