Thank you so much, guys. Great info and advice.

I may just push for chemical castration for a while to show my commitment and then see what my options are.

And apparently it is excruciating pain and even after ten hours of it, the one guy was sent home with no permanent damage.

Found some posts now. Seems a lot of people advise against it.

However it looks like most men have waited for it to fall off. I would go to hospital hoping they'd have no choice to remove the dead parts.

I haven't seen other threads on the topic, so I started this one. Any links anyone can provide, even to other threads, is greatly appreciated.

As a surgical orchiectomy is not an option for me, I am likely going to try elastration to kill off my parts and force their removal.

I am looking for any ...

The trauma broke and damaged my sexuality and masculinity. I've tried many ways, and many doctors, to fix it. It causes me distress daily.

The masculine drives and identity are with me always, intruding subtly into decisions and interactions. I'd rather not be influenced by either sex or ...

I'm a male in my forties. I'm bi, but favor women. I've had some trauma which affected my sexual and mental health.

I've tried a number of things which didn't solve my issues, and have decided on becoming a eunuch.

I don't want to be defined or influenced by my male sex drive or characteristics ...