I’ve known since I was three and I was running around naked and hated that I had testicles. I would sit in the tub with my penis and balls tucked behind my legs. I had those feelings often as a young boy.

When I hit puberty, the testosterone really kicked in and my sex drive and libido went crazy ...

Thank you everyone for your warm and helpful comments. I have learned quite a lot reading different posts in the forums. I agree that my best option right now is to be chemically castrated. I hope to continue to read up on it and to continue to educate myself. Hopefully I can go through with it ...

Thank you. That is so sweet of you

I’m new here and am just beginning to read the posts throughout the forum. Everyone seems very nice, judging from the responses.

I’m a compulsive masturbator, often spending hours in pursuit of my addiction. I used to feel shame but this is just who I am. However, after numerous unsuccessful ...