I can't remember the drug name, to subdue my sexual urges, but it was given to me, and made my life miserable. I had constant cramps in my legs, the fetal position was almost the norm for sleeping. Tired, somewhat withdrawn.

Definitely don't want that again. I think it was given by injection ...

Just before puberty assaulted me and I had some punishments relating to an ever expanding desire for knowledge (or perversion..you pick.)..I decided that I wished there was a "neuter gender". I wanted to be neuter gender. Not boy..not girl. Neuter. That was sometime back in the early 50's...1950's ...