Correct I do not want feminization so I'll have to checkout tamoxifen or raloxifene. Thanks for that advice. As for having children I have a 13 year old daughter who I have custody of but I don't want anymore children and had a vasectomy about 8 years ago I'm currently 35. That's comforting that the ...

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I definitely cannot go the celibate route tried it before and my sex drive is just too strong as 99.99% of all men's are. I've tried lots with prayer and meditation and still after a time I will turn to women, have had some homosexual experiences, and porn watching also. As for taking the pills I ...

Thanks CastratedTomcat for your advice. I've never seen God but I have faith he's there. Even in this time I don't think a prerequisite for being christian is being crazy. Now there are some things in the bible that can be proven wrong with facts and evidence but the evidence of the holy spirit and ...

I'm thinking of starting to take Androcur 50mg for a month or so then cut down to 25mg. I'd like to know approximately how long it will take to become fully chemically castrated? I believe God called me to become a eunuch for His Kingdom (Matthew 19:11-12). I am troubled with lust, porn addiction ...