I've observed that Shrinking of one's penis and testicles is such a common thread here. I'm wondering if it must go part and parcel with the castration fetish, and a desire to go back to an earlier period in one's life before the trauma of bad parents, school, puberty, farm castration, or other ...

Thanks to you all for your encouragement.

I'm buzzing them down slowly with the clippers and each day that doesn't end in catastrophe gives me a little more confidence that androgeny is not going to kill me.

Perhaps the main fear here for me was being perceived as less masculine than I am, and I ...

Most men just keep castration and emasculation as a fantasy and harmless fun as a quiet turn on. But most don't it advertise to others. You can only get

castrated once for each ball. You can enjoy play and fantasy endless times over and over.



Great point about the fantasy being infinitely ...

Good evening all,

I have what feels like a unique problem and would be greatful for anyone with advice.

the problem is I have a compelling need to shave my body hair. Legs, chest, and pubes especially. Shaving facial hair is no problem since that's normalized in our culture.

This condition is ...

My own path to EA has been a long and winding one. I discovered EA back around 2000 at age 30 or so and was both captivated and horrified.

Since then I have visited occasionally but never participated because I just couldn't admit my strong attraction to the MTE community.

After curing my lifelong ...