It sounds like you desire to be forcibly feminized but to remain a dominated, caged up male with all his male parts rendered useless and off limits by a master, either a male or female master. You enjoy your masculinity being forcably denied, caged, repressed, and feminized. Try some femdom porn ...

Yes, I think so too. But this is only part of my question. The other one is about what I really am.

Hello,

to be honest, I am not really sure if I belong here. Well, I guess this is why I post in this section of the forum :)

I've had fantasies about chastity, not being able/allowed to cum, sex being permanently forbidden for me etc. for as long as I can remember. At the same time, even though I ...