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- Thu Oct 12, 2017 5:24 am
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
I met with my doctor yesterday and he said that the left is most certainly coming out and I should consider just monitoring the right. When I pushed towards removal he seemed to think that removing both would be acceptable as well. The surgery will be in two weeks (date is still up in the air), so ...
- Sat Oct 07, 2017 11:54 pm
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
Things have progressed quickly now. Ultrasound was yesterday evening and the technician easily identified 3 masses (2 on my left testis and 1 on my right testis). She was concerned and sent the to the radiologist on-call who read the image and provided a report to my urologist last night. This ...
- Thu Oct 05, 2017 7:17 pm
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
Met with my primary physician Monday and, as I thought, her initial thought was to put me onto TRT without even asking why my levels were low. I told her that I was concerned about finding the cause first, so she referred me to a urologist. Saw the urologist yesterday (it was amazingly quick to get ...
- Sat Sep 16, 2017 10:04 pm
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
The results from my second test showed an increase in testosterone level, from 178 to 210. I had a third test this week and it came back as 249. My first reaction was to think "why won't my balls just die already?" My doctor has already indicated that she wants to start TRT, but I am going to delay ...
- Fri Sep 01, 2017 5:59 pm
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
Just as an update, my doctor requested a second testosterone test to ensure the first was not an anomaly. Blood was drawn today, so I now just have to wait for the results. I am presuming that my total testosterone level will be similar or lower...
- Tue Aug 29, 2017 11:50 am
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
I received my initial testosterone test back today and it looks like the road to Eunuch isn't too long. My total T was 178 ng/do. Since this was only 1 week from my 1st injection of 0.5mL 40% alcohol, I think it is a good representation of my level prior to any intentional injury.
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- Tue Aug 29, 2017 5:47 am
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
Thanks jojo and nutless. I will be more relax and see what happens... I just want to make sure that the damage is done and things don't return to "normal" ever again.
- Mon Aug 28, 2017 9:20 pm
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
Well, the initial pain on Friday was enough to keep me up most of the night, but subsided into something manageable by the next day. As of today, my right testicle is hard as rock and still a little painful. Being a little impatient, I decided to inject my left ball today with a similar 1.0mL ...
- Sun Aug 27, 2017 1:40 am
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
Well, I am moving down the shorter path now. I purchased lab quality CaCl and I was able to locate 150 proof Everclear. I just injected 1ml of 9:1 Everclear and CaCl into my right testicle. I will see how the pain/swelling is and repeat the process on my right, as necessary, and then do the full ...
- Tue Aug 22, 2017 5:19 am
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
- Replies: 21
- Views: 25
Re: Road to Ruin: A discussion of my plan for testicle destruction.
Thank you all for the kind and informative responses. Where I live, the highest concentration of ethanol allowed is 75%, so I think I will end up needed to use CaCl. I will read through the threads on that and on alcohol use.