Sounds to me as a very sweet life. Lucky you!

Thank you for your answer Stephanie,

Looks like the ideas/desire about castration start quite early. At least for some people. And is

related to child sexual behavior at some point.

To be honest I think I was having fantasy of being castrated from 9/10. But the abuse surely

played a big role in ...

@Hash So if someone become an eunuch while not wanting total absence of sex life, it's better to do it earlier?

I wouldn't like to take 10 years on a decision if these years have wrong outcome.

It's not only about the sex life, but the fact to have a partner in life, which is quite important to me ...

Thank you for answering, you're not sending mixed signals by being honest!

For me, it's not only that I dislike the view of my genitals, but that I feel not comfortable

when penetrating someone. I enjoy the moment and can orgasm but it's not feeling right

somewhat.

The castration, or maybe ...

Thank you for these responses,

@Hash you seem to have gone through quite a painful way and I appreciate your warnings. Thank you a lot for taking time to be clear and specific about your story. You state that you feel more feminine today and that you are ok with that. I think I would be OK as well ...

Thank you for the advise sparkey!

I think I have dealt with most of my issues, while I am not sure this kind of issues can just be cured with pills or psychotherapy.

While not planning to go through the process without having time (at least a year) to think it through, in my mind, it could ...

Hello,

I've just a couple though to share, which I think are, in my case, related to

the desire of being castrated.

This has to deal with sexual abuse during childhood I happen to be victim of

I won't give any details concerning the abuse, but it had long last effect over

the years (depression ...

Dear all,

I was wondering about the loss of sexual interests that seems to

be unavoidable after castration.

I would like to have a partner in life, but sexuality is quite important

in couple, and if I show no interest in it, it may be a no-go for most

men (I am more inclined towards them ...

Thank for all these answers!

Feels good to know I am not the only one with these issues/fantasy

Dear members of eunuch.org,

To be honest, I am a bit confused between fantasy and actual wannabe regarding

castration, penectomy, and genders.

The idea of being castrated is a source of strong arousal for me, which I guess is

more fantasy inclination. On the other hand, I feel attracted towards ...