Had a few conversations about all this over the last few days. It's pretty clear now what I want surgically, specifically both castration and penectomy. Doesn't mean I'm going to run out and get it done today of course, first order of business is to get on hormones for a while and see how I do.

Saw ...

Huh, I was under the impression finding a place to buy pharms without a prescription would be a lot harder. Looking at alldaychemist.com and it doesn't seem like a bad deal, but I should probably research everything a bit more.

Started taking Saw Palmetto. 1280mg daily, today is the first day. Total shot in the dark, knowing the tendency for herbal products to produce very different results for different people, but ease of access means it's at least worth a trial while I do more research on pharmaceuticals. Not feeling ...

Nice to meet you all. I'm 20 years old and a trans woman, and owing to several inconveniences and obstacles making it difficult for me to get HRT prescribed, I'm electing to do it myself. But I've always had an interest in getting my balls removed or being chemically castrated, even before I ...