Day 2 – Libido 7 or 8 now. Still many erections overnight, but less than the night before. Still early so don’t know if this is a sign of things to come.

Not sure if it’s too early for this sort of reaction or it could be placebo effect. I feel sort of clouded in my thoughts. If I try and focus on ...

Did you ever get wise as to the origins of your fetishes ?- chances are ugly stuff did happen to you in childhood / adolescence .

The fact that you have no recollection of any such episodes does not prove it did not happen.

Memories might have been wiped by the offending party ( stuff like that ...

Hi all,

I'm new to posting on the forums but have gained invaluable information from reading discussions on these forums particularly regarding chemical castration. This is something I have wanted for a very long time and probably dates back to when I was a teenager and first discovered I could ...