Hey, thanks, dvdbll and everyone.

I've been talking to some people and it seems like I'll probably be better off waiting a little bit before I start HRT. I'll ask Arnkoff his advice.

My appointment will be early in the AM, but he hasn't given me an exact time yet. Don't know if I'm his only one ...

So after several years of rolling it around in my head, going back and forth a lot, talking to two therapists, tens of eunuchs, and a transgender health-focused endocrinologist, I've finally summoned up the gumption to go ahead and get castrated. I'm flying out to Michigan on Friday 6/19, seeing ...

SeekingLeaking and Paolo, I definitely agree that one can be a eunuch without having been clipped. I haven't been castrated yet, but I'm starting to refer to myself as a eunuch as part of my psychological preparation to go forward with the surgery. In fact, my journey has taken me to a place where I ...

Hi All,

I've been posting sporadically on the boards and hanging out in the chat room for a few years. Those who know me on here know that I tend to ask a lot of questions (hence the name!) and that I've done a lot of research and prep before committing to castration. Those who know me also know ...

I posted the following in its own thread, not having realized that there was already a thread open. Administrators, feel free to delete the thread I started.

I never met Ray in person, but based on my many, many email interactions with him and our online chats, I can say that he was a sweet ...

LoseThem, thanks! That's encouraging to here.

Kangan2008, I think BIID is a pretty accurate diagnosis. I AM talking to a therapist about all of this and thankfully he wants me to do whatever's going to make me most happy, even if what makes me most happy turns out to be getting castrated.

In ...

Hi Everyone,

I've posted in a few of the other threads before; I guess I should've started here though!

I'm a 33 year old man who has fetishized castration/penectomy for 8 or 9 years. For the past 2-3 years, I've gotten serious about becoming a eunuch--though keeping my penis. I also plan to take ...

It's comforting to see that so many people have struggled with uncertainty and doubt as they went on this journey towards castration. I can't help but wonder how many people who were posting to this thread back in 2012 and before are now castrated or on their way to being castrated.

Could someone ...

That it was time for the balls to go?

It isn't the same. replacement T is just not the same as the real deal. But then some of us just need to be rid of what bothers us most...



It's interesting because I've spoken to a lot of eunuchs and some say that it's not the same, others say it is the same, still others say it's even better ...