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by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Mon Dec 13, 2021 6:09 pm
Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
Topic: I'd be dead if it were not for hesitation.
Replies: 6
Views: 9

Re: I'd be dead if it were not for hesitation.

The problem is with them is that they like to dissect your personal life like its a lab frog.

They don't help, the last time I was redirected to some lgbtq charity thing who said "we are not a social club" when I was in pieces and then the same night I cut myself several times. Personally they don ...
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Mon Dec 13, 2021 4:35 pm
Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
Topic: I'd be dead if it were not for hesitation.
Replies: 6
Views: 9

I'd be dead if it were not for hesitation.

I keep feeling that I'm a mistake. I want an orchie very badly. I'm tired of self-medicating on hormones and blockers.

Things almost came to a close on friday, I had banded my scrotum with a wire tightly until its colour shifted into a purple.

I had my parts between the claw of a pair of loppers ...
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Fri Nov 05, 2021 6:30 pm
Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
Topic: Calcium Chloride and Other Salt Injections for Castration
Replies: 2477
Views: 2

Re: Calcium Chloride and Other Salt Injections for Castration

What is the least painful method of injecting?

I tried using a 25g 1 inch needle at a 45 degree angle with the "skin" pulled as if I was doing a subcutaneous injection, but it hurt too much.

What should I try so I can get through the scrotum painlessly? Is there a specific needle size and length I ...
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Sat Oct 09, 2021 11:35 pm
Forum: Surgical Castration
Topic: Whats my next move?
Replies: 1
Views: 0

Whats my next move?

I am considering doing diy castration. I have no options left and have exhausted those I had.

I am ready to finish this. I have seen precautions from other posts of a similar nature; I know the pro's/con's of different methods.

But i am beyond frustrated since my psychiatrist has left me to ...
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Wed Oct 06, 2021 9:46 pm
Forum: Blogs & Life Stories
Topic: General update about stuff
Replies: 2
Views: 2

Re: General update about stuff

Manx care does not facilitate genders service so it has a contract with Tavistock and Portman. Thats why.
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Sat Sep 25, 2021 9:57 am
Forum: Blogs & Life Stories
Topic: General update about stuff
Replies: 2
Views: 2

General update about stuff

I've been okay. I suppose that chemical castration or MtF hrt has liberated me from the ties that have me bound. It is a relief to not be chastised for my decisions, but alas things aren't perfect. I can count on a single hand how many occurancies happened in the last 6 months, and its a relief that ...
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Mon Jun 07, 2021 12:14 pm
Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
Topic: How time is against me and how its of the upmost urgency.
Replies: 3
Views: 5

How time is against me and how its of the upmost urgency.

I am losing my mind very vapidly and it is getting excruciating difficult to manage. I am unfortunately a coping poverty tranny. There is no bouts about it.

I have been losing my hairline since I was 20. My temples are completely shot and that no matter how much I try, I cannot fix it. I am more ...
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Sat Jun 05, 2021 1:19 am
Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
Topic: A strange turn of events.
Replies: 6
Views: 7

Re: A strange turn of events.

I would like to make a small update, its been nearly two weeks since its first happened, my breasts feel flatter or much softer, and I am getting pins and needles bilaterally. I can still lactate, however this pain is a little sore to touch and feels more like a burning sensation. Among other things ...
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Mon May 31, 2021 4:30 pm
Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
Topic: A strange turn of events.
Replies: 6
Views: 7

A strange turn of events.

Recently I dropped my estrogen dose from 16mg injections with blockers to 4mg Estradiol Valerate pills with 50mg of cyproterone acetate. So far things have been really hit and miss given having a lustrous libido and its always my goal to stop it dead in its boots. To my own dismay I have a sudden ...
by kazimirmanxie2044 (imported)
Fri May 14, 2021 2:50 am
Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
Topic: Seeking thoughts of Eunuchs, Nullos, and Penectomized, and serious wannabes
Replies: 153
Views: 52

Re: Seeking thoughts of Eunuchs, Nullos, and Penectomized, and serious wannabes

Patience is a virtue, not something I have I am afraid. When I seeked medical help about whatever is going on in my life, I had already fargone my limits. I would've and should've gotten medical help in my teens however due to sexual abuse and being afraid of my father, my mind was very preoccupied ...

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