The problem is with them is that they like to dissect your personal life like its a lab frog.
They don't help, the last time I was redirected to some lgbtq charity thing who said "we are not a social club" when I was in pieces and then the same night I cut myself several times. Personally they don ...
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- Mon Dec 13, 2021 6:09 pm
- Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
- Topic: I'd be dead if it were not for hesitation.
- Replies: 6
- Views: 9
- Mon Dec 13, 2021 4:35 pm
- Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
- Topic: I'd be dead if it were not for hesitation.
- Replies: 6
- Views: 9
I'd be dead if it were not for hesitation.
I keep feeling that I'm a mistake. I want an orchie very badly. I'm tired of self-medicating on hormones and blockers.
Things almost came to a close on friday, I had banded my scrotum with a wire tightly until its colour shifted into a purple.
I had my parts between the claw of a pair of loppers ...
Things almost came to a close on friday, I had banded my scrotum with a wire tightly until its colour shifted into a purple.
I had my parts between the claw of a pair of loppers ...
- Fri Nov 05, 2021 6:30 pm
- Forum: Chemical Castration & Hormones
- Topic: Calcium Chloride and Other Salt Injections for Castration
- Replies: 2477
- Views: 2
Re: Calcium Chloride and Other Salt Injections for Castration
What is the least painful method of injecting?
I tried using a 25g 1 inch needle at a 45 degree angle with the "skin" pulled as if I was doing a subcutaneous injection, but it hurt too much.
What should I try so I can get through the scrotum painlessly? Is there a specific needle size and length I ...
I tried using a 25g 1 inch needle at a 45 degree angle with the "skin" pulled as if I was doing a subcutaneous injection, but it hurt too much.
What should I try so I can get through the scrotum painlessly? Is there a specific needle size and length I ...
- Sat Oct 09, 2021 11:35 pm
- Forum: Surgical Castration
- Topic: Whats my next move?
- Replies: 1
- Views: 0
Whats my next move?
I am considering doing diy castration. I have no options left and have exhausted those I had.
I am ready to finish this. I have seen precautions from other posts of a similar nature; I know the pro's/con's of different methods.
But i am beyond frustrated since my psychiatrist has left me to ...
I am ready to finish this. I have seen precautions from other posts of a similar nature; I know the pro's/con's of different methods.
But i am beyond frustrated since my psychiatrist has left me to ...
- Wed Oct 06, 2021 9:46 pm
- Forum: Blogs & Life Stories
- Topic: General update about stuff
- Replies: 2
- Views: 2
Re: General update about stuff
Manx care does not facilitate genders service so it has a contract with Tavistock and Portman. Thats why.
- Sat Sep 25, 2021 9:57 am
- Forum: Blogs & Life Stories
- Topic: General update about stuff
- Replies: 2
- Views: 2
General update about stuff
I've been okay. I suppose that chemical castration or MtF hrt has liberated me from the ties that have me bound. It is a relief to not be chastised for my decisions, but alas things aren't perfect. I can count on a single hand how many occurancies happened in the last 6 months, and its a relief that ...
- Mon Jun 07, 2021 12:14 pm
- Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
- Topic: How time is against me and how its of the upmost urgency.
- Replies: 3
- Views: 5
How time is against me and how its of the upmost urgency.
I am losing my mind very vapidly and it is getting excruciating difficult to manage. I am unfortunately a coping poverty tranny. There is no bouts about it.
I have been losing my hairline since I was 20. My temples are completely shot and that no matter how much I try, I cannot fix it. I am more ...
I have been losing my hairline since I was 20. My temples are completely shot and that no matter how much I try, I cannot fix it. I am more ...
- Sat Jun 05, 2021 1:19 am
- Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
- Topic: A strange turn of events.
- Replies: 6
- Views: 7
Re: A strange turn of events.
I would like to make a small update, its been nearly two weeks since its first happened, my breasts feel flatter or much softer, and I am getting pins and needles bilaterally. I can still lactate, however this pain is a little sore to touch and feels more like a burning sensation. Among other things ...
- Mon May 31, 2021 4:30 pm
- Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
- Topic: A strange turn of events.
- Replies: 6
- Views: 7
A strange turn of events.
Recently I dropped my estrogen dose from 16mg injections with blockers to 4mg Estradiol Valerate pills with 50mg of cyproterone acetate. So far things have been really hit and miss given having a lustrous libido and its always my goal to stop it dead in its boots. To my own dismay I have a sudden ...
- Fri May 14, 2021 2:50 am
- Forum: Male-to-Eunuch Gender Dysphoria
- Topic: Seeking thoughts of Eunuchs, Nullos, and Penectomized, and serious wannabes
- Replies: 153
- Views: 52
Re: Seeking thoughts of Eunuchs, Nullos, and Penectomized, and serious wannabes
Patience is a virtue, not something I have I am afraid. When I seeked medical help about whatever is going on in my life, I had already fargone my limits. I would've and should've gotten medical help in my teens however due to sexual abuse and being afraid of my father, my mind was very preoccupied ...