Sorry if this has been asked/answered. What is the source of the meds? If not doctor prescribed, could it be a case of a supplier sending medication that isn't legit or the right dosage?



The estrogen is without a doubt 100% legit, considering the blood levels and all. The CPA worked fine for ...

I've always found it intriguing how castrating someone else will land you in jail, but if you do it yourself you can get away with a brief psychiatric evaluation... It's a massive hypocrisy.

You were on a very low dose of CA so I wouldn't conclude that CA won't suppress your T. You may want to go up to 250mg a day for 10 days then start reducing dosage from there. If it's upsetting enough to contemplate suicide, you should seriously consider killing your nuts for good rather than ...

I doubt that finasteride would be any help at this point. Or anything really.

My T won't go down anymore and it's having a devastating effect. If HRT really doesn't work anymore then I should probably just kill myself.

I've been told a noose is rather quick and painless, but I haven't decided yet.

I've been chemically castrated since march 2018 and never felt better. Until a couple months ago that is.

My blood test from last week shows abnormal levels, my testosterone has risen five fold up to about 100pg/ml! Before it was at a stable 20pg/ml.

Also my junk has started to hurt even more ...

Thanks.

No support groups anywhere nearby unfortunately, but luckily I'm blessed with accepting family and friends.

I did go to a very nice support group back in January, but it's a 1.5 hour drive and I had to sell my car in order to save for SRS.

Is there any chance of switching to an other doctor? It sounds like your current doc is completely incompetent.



Yeah, and he's especially incompetent when it comes to HRT and trans people. But at least he's not transphobic and he's been somewhat supportive when it comes to my self-medding ...

sorry QTKaaje, I did 4+ years of post vasectomy ball
pain. I know it is different, but it is pain.



I went over 30 years with balls pain until th

ey finally very painfully died this year and we're removed

Oof
that's horrifying! I can't believe that people are just left to suffer for so ...

So, I went to my doctor yesterday and guess what? I need to wear tighter underwear, because that will somehow solve it.

Apparently the gaff I wear isn't enough...

I already had little expectations but somehow I still got disappointed. I don't even get to see an urologist.

I'm so fucking tired of ...

Sidenote: It's pretty much pointless to get PSA checked if you're castrated, on antiandrogens or estrogen since it will typically show a false negative due to the already low T.

Yes even trans women get PC and no, we don't get checked because doctors deem it unnecessary.