Testes are down to 19 cc (left) and 23 cc (right), close to their original size. Who knows what's going on. Happy holidays everyone :).

Sam xox



My left testicle is small and hard and yesterday was very tender. The only injections I've done in that one is alcohol. My right testicle, which I ...

Hi again tom73612. I've re-read your question and my answer and I think my answer comes across as condescending. I didn't mean it to be and it's not - I didn't actually read your question properly (!!)

Re-reading your question again, my new answer is - I don't actually know. I still think the ...

I seek castration and feminization. I've done injections in my testicles and been taking Premarin and Motilium. My level of arousal is lowering and my breasts seem to be growing including sensitive nipples. It has been a long time since my wife and I have been intimate so she has not noticed any ...

Yes, I've found doctors respond well to a well reasoned argument. It's also taken me a while to find a doctor I really trust (skill, experience, actually cares), AND who is willing to work with me and have proper conversations. He's amazing.

Day 11 - My testicles are a bit lumpy! After several ...

Today is day 14 since I injected my right ball with 1.5cc of a 3 to 1 mix of CaCl and alcohol. The pain was too intense to inject my left ball. As of today my right ball is still the size of an egg and although not painful, is somewhat uncomfortable.

I've been to the gym the last two days but ...

That explains A LOT, I never thought that was related.

There has been something weird going on lately, I'm horny and my skin is soft everywhere at the same time, but when I touch myself I sleep right away!

Also I've found that 30g syringe is the worst so far, I have used them twice and each time ...

Today hasn't been as painful, day 4, but I'm constipated. Anyone had an issue like this?

Had to travel for work today. Had a long walk through the airport for a connecting flight. The walk wasn't bad but sitting on the flight was agonizing. By the time ok got to my hotel my right testicle was three times it's normal size. Couldn't wait to take more ibeprophron.

That helped the pain a ...

Yesterday I took the plunge... okay - a corny play on words but never the less I injected approximately 1.5 CC of Calcium Chloride mixed with 190 proof grain alcohol in a 3 to 1 blend. Only injected my right testicle. Glad I stopped the there. The pain, after a couple hours was excruciating. I did ...

I have been researching castration options for quite some time. So grateful for discovering this post. I have been doing alcohol injections for a couple of weeks previously but I see here, after much of what has been said, that the Calcium Chloride option seems much more effective. Thank you all for ...