Wow, thanks SplitDik for responding. I decided to go back and read every post in the thread. I realized that I'm probably not adequately prepared for the procedure just yet so I won't be doing anything immediately. As for Dr Arnkoff, I've talked to him. He seems like a nice guy. $5,000 isn't much so ...

I couldn't find any reliable sources online that sold tramadol. From the information that I found, it's become a controlled substance. Does anyone have any experience doing this without any pain killers?

Hi, guys! I hope all of you are doing well. This seems like an extremely risky experiment so I'm glad its worked out fairly well for most of you. I've never injected my testicles with a toxin, but believe it or not I've spent the past month or so trying to work up the courage to self-castrate using ...

I wanted to get involved in the community a bit here and post updates about my journey online where it might be understood and appreciated. I am a male to female transsexual. For a number of convoluted reasons I've come to a desperate point in my life where I started seeking out castration by any ...

@stellastercore I'm a bit torn on that. I've read that it makes for a decent analgesic, but the results are less effective so you have to do it more than once. On the other hand, I already have lidocaine but I couldn't find any decent pain killers for something like this.