I've had the fortune, good or bad, to be able to move to another country. It's not as much of a relief as it might seem, unfortunately. You simply get embroiled in yet another set of politics and problems, however much you avoid it.

I think mortality is an incredibly scary word for something that ...

Ah, I apologise, that makes much more sense. In that case all I can say is I hope it is succesful for you, and if not, that there's a solution readily available to you. I hope someone will be able to advise you.

*friendly telepathic hug*

A while back my friends and family insisted that I be tested for apnea, as I kept scaring them by suddenly gulping in air when I was sleeping, making enough noise inhaling suddenly that I actually woke them up. The test consisted of going to an appropriate hospital a few cities over and spending the ...