Oh no! my dad wlked n on m3 on ths site!!!!!!!!!!!

Im n so mch sht!!!!!!!

Shoutinnnng. arguments... almost hd 2 stnd n th crner. shrink in the mrnng.

Boot cmp 4 m3 !!!!!!!!!!!

I found http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Klamp9436/

gave me all the contacts I need.

I got seduced the same way when I was a teenager, by someone much much older.

It was an abuse, took time away from me when I should have been making out with other teenagers.

The father was right - if extreme - pity my own parents were too liberal to intervene. Teenagers are still children ...

I'm going to try being numb for a couple of days a week, for the next few months. Then I think I'll try full Chemical castration for a few months, on and off, and then make a long term commitment to chemical castration.

It's tempting to employ a Burdizzo right now, but I'll probably be sensible and ...

:)

Thank you, topically applied anaesthetic gives such an experience - total removal of physical stimulation and, when strong enough, inability to become erect.

I will be continuing to try it out. Thank you so very much.

It does not stop the emotion of the initial desire, or my aggression.

I was ...

If I were to ask a surgeon to cut my deep pudendal nerve, would become a eunuch without suffering the health risks? And without giving any indication to my team mates in the locker room....

I want to start gently. Far far too embarrassed to approach my Doctor - my employers and Insurance can access my records, so I have no confidentiality -

I don't trust internet meds.

I want to try chemical castration, for a day or two. What methods can I try - Ice Water - Herbs - over the counter ...