Don't worry I'm not rushing into anything just talking that's all.

I mean I know the feeling that I'd want this for real because living this far in life with my penis has off and on okay at times other times it has caused me some troubles at times I don't hate it I've just grown to not like having it around much longer. And maybe want to explore and experience life ...

Valery_V & Wheely. I'll take your advice on the mental health therapy.

I do have those here.

As for transgender health clinics there's only one in St.louis as Missouri is one of those states that are not big on the idea of the transgender.

At my current living area west plains Missouri is like a ...

Your welcome. And thank you for giving me a chance to explain myself better. I Spent half my night writing that. And I apologize form before.

I've also felt like I do have some gender issues because I've been feeling like I'm nether male or female like I don't want the genitals of either but wouldn't mind having some breasts as well. My little wait problem might be part this along with me being on thyroid medicine and high blood pressu ...

Well it wasn't a real threat just a little scare tactics that some parents did to young boys back in those days. As for the Psychologist I'll look into that. And as for having a family. There's some alternatives like saving sperm or adopting because I would still look into those options with a ...

My birth name is Ben. My journey of wanting to have a pentoctomy and now days genital Nullification. In 1993 I was 4 years old. As I was born in the Late 80s. I was living in Florida at the time with my parents mom, dad, brother, when I started to get cirous and playing with my :dong: alot as it ...

I've read this thread numerous times coming here because since I've had an interest in pentoctomy or possibly nullo. And since I'm still interested in love with wemon I've always wounding if it would be possible to have a relationship if i had a pentoctomy or be nullo. If I had just pentoctomy ...