So after alot of inward thinking and discussion with several people whom I can trust with this 'issue', I have decided that I am going to try chemical castration and if it suits me then have an orchiectomy.

I personally (no outside pressure to be a certain way), have decided that I am truly male ...

Yeah I def. like the standards of care. Means even though by nature I'm very hesistant in permanent decisions such as this, I'll be completely sure when the time comes.

Thanks Mr. T.

And there's where I'm stuck. Do I have feelings of being female but am truly just a very curious male. If I'm male, do I need all the equipment to be self considered a male?

Probably the only thing that's gonna help me come to a final conclusion as to my situation is more therapy and alot of inward ...

Woah, george2u2 by no means have I ever abused a woman. I meant only that I felt that I had taken advantage of the two girls by the fact that while I did like them and wanted a relationship, my ulterior motive was to lose that part of my innocence, referencing my complete lack of seeing the female ...

I started questioning my gender after several diferent things happened. The first was my discovery of my being a submissive feminine male. I found that while I was ok with the notion of being the one to penetrate I realized that being the reciever was much more attractive to me. The second thing was ...

So where to start?

I am a 23 year old male with all the genetically given and fully functional equipment of a male. After having spent the last three years trying to figure out who I am in terms of my gender (whether I am TS/TG or not), I have come to the conclusion that I am male. But, and it's a ...