I have read thru lots of this thread ... it's so huge tho that it's hard to cover it all properly ... I was looking at food grade/cheesemaking supplies and couldn't quite figure out if thats what I should use?? Should I use the premixed stuff or get the powder and make my own??? Can anyone advise ...

Well I was wasn't planning soon ... I have a years supply of androcur (which is probably what I will need to get thru the 50 page calcium thread.)

I am surprised at your comment ... perhaps I am uninformed but I thought the leydig cells were adjacent to the spermiferous tubules which were generally ...

I have done a lot of banding over the last 7 or 8 years ... it takes a LOT to do full on damage ... I didn't start out so aggressively but in the last few years my normal regimen is 45m to 75m per band for a target of 3hrs cumulative per day with 10m break between each band ... often for 2 to 4 (or ...

I was curious... are there any people out there who have deliberately destroyed their dorsal nerves?

Do these effects fade? or does anyone have any useful remedy? It's the Insomnia is the worst.

They seem worst when E is low.

Yes that test should be in a sticky somewhere.

So should the below... Directory of sympathetic Online Therapists ... I think I will actually go have a session with one and see how it goes....

http://www.tssurgeryguide.com/gender-therapists.html

Oh I meant ... I know what I am and I am well and truly ready to have 'the op' ... I have alcohol'd my testes and they are tiny and lumpy/hard. I have been ready for a long time ... I was wondering what verification of the required letter from a psych can occur.... I hate to be dishonest but I ...

Exactly what verification of a psych's letter do you think a surgeon does for a sex change??

Hello All

Thank you for your advice and information. I am definately on my way :>

For the assistance of others - I started a week ago with a test of 1cc in one - and then 1/2 an hour later topped up to around 1.8cc all up in each. (prep loss from 1cc needles)

I wasn't in too much pain after 6 ...

Thank you all for helpful your advice and messages. :>

After a bit of thought I have decided to go with alcohol injections.

You have probably saved me some painful failures!

I think I have located a source of spirytus 95% pure vodka.

I will keep you posted. :>