I posted in the past. I don't know if anyone remembers me. I've done 3 injections. First in fall 2013, with an injection of vodka. Second in January 2014, with an injection of calcium chloride. Third in March-ish 2014, with another
injection of calcium chloride,

to be safe that they were dead. I ...

Lowering T levels with Testicular cancer, as it is with prostate cancer, is not the usual norm.

Why not just quit fucking around. Don't tell him shit, other than hey look Doc, what's up?

You've got them where you wanted them. Let him look and feel. Then if he doesn't offer to remove them, find ...

I've got a urology appointment for next wednesday. I have some testosterone I've injected. I figure he'll be more likely to want to remove them if my T levels are normal. Decrease in testosterone levels doesn't appear on any list of symptoms of cancer.

I'll tell them I was taking anti-androgens ...

I'm cancelling my appointment and am going to make one in my home state with a urologist there. Insurance is much more kind there. I don't feel like covering 20% of all costs. The plan says I pay nothing except for co-pays for office visits and up to deductible ($250) when I'm in my home state.

I ...

You can't prepare for the level of pain you're going to experience, regardless of injection placement/style.

From my description she's (doctor) like "that sounds pretty normal. Maybe it's from the hormone injections (estrogen).

Upon physical examination, she's like "yup that's not normal" and ...

Getting the angle right for the bottom up would be very difficult. Remember you'll have to have the testicle in one hand and the syringe/needle in the other, and then have to be able to push the plunger. I think as long as you hit the center, you'll be fine. I think I remember one person going ...

Yeah that sounds good. I'll probably tell them I'm trans. I think I'll have to, the moment they take blood for a hormone levels check, it'll be out of whack.

I'll say I have no want or need for bio children and that I'm already committed to not reproducing (I'm in a pretty gay relationship right ...

I don't really want to give the impression that I *really* want them gone. I want to give the impression that if they're a risk, I want them gone, but not that I want them gone *too much*

And my balls haven't been swollen for a year. I think I'm going to try to mimic the cancer symptoms. Maybe say ...

Any suggestions for what I should say?

My gender dysphoria is coming back. I think I'll attempt to get mine removed soon. I will make an appointment, and say I think I have a lump on my testicles. Which is true. My boyfriend has told me he's worried (true) and that I should get them checked out. I will say that I didn't notice it until ...