I think that if the mind wants to be a eunuch and you achieve it, one may experience a eunuch calm but if you are made a eunuch but don't want to be, I believe it is the ultimate frustration. Several years ago, I was diagnosed with eunuch T levels of about 32ng/dl but didn't want that so I am ...

So I found it hard to inject for some time because it was hard to get the needle in and would give a strong dull pain an i thought that was going to really hurt later. Tried today and just put up with the pain... i in jected into the hard part of each testicle and at first was hard to push the ...

il musico Have you ever finished the story you referenced above in your 10/10/10 posting? You have a very interesting avatar. Are they yours?

I would choose to lose balls as HRT can sort of replace them.

What is your desire for castration? I don't understand your desire for castration yet your concern for being able to function sexually unless it is an attempt to experience the eunuch calm. I have very low T (36), essentially castratee levels and have not experienced a calm but rather a frustration ...

I self inject testosterone cypionate weekly .5ml. It is not too bad and provides a fairly level doseage of T. I do the injections primarily because it is the cheapest way I've found to maintain a decent level of T. It isn't comparable to home grown T but is better than none. I used Testim for a ...

the main reason it should not be applied to the penis or scrotom or abdomen is most likely to prevent having it absorbed through the skin by any sex partner. It could have bad effects on a female partner causing many side effects ranging from unwanted hair growth, birth defects if pregnant, breast ...

I would be very cautious on taking any steps toward castration if you have depression now. I had the loss of function in both my testes and a T level of only 32 and even though I am on TRT, am struggling to try to get back to what I was before my loss. Depression, loss of strength, loss of memory ...

Hi Catharsis. I would like to advise you that the mind is not necessarily able to be controlled by castration. I suffered from extremely low Testosterone of values equal to a eunuch. My mind still wanted sex but my body didn't. I would call the eunuch calm a eunuch frustration. Lowering your T ...

When my T level was 32, I used to just think about having a libido but now that I am on TRT I am trying hard to get the body to meet up with my mind. It is a struggle. I definitely don't suffer from premature ejaculation but am making some progress. I still am on two blood pressure and two ...