What's it feel like being castrated and taking no hormones after?

I can let you know that for me, it really does exist. And for some people, it could be so bad that it scares them.

I've heard of people who were Chemically or Surgically castrated to kill sexual desires and without being on any hrt, made them feel like they lose interest in everything and not want to do anything, I recently read two posts on here about how your brain adapts or gets used to the changes that ...

(Main reason for castration was to reduce sex drive)

How did you feel afterwards?

During those years without any hormone replacement or anything like that how did you feel? Were you still happy?

How do you feel? With taking no hormones? How does it make you feel? Do you feel bad, or happy?

Are you on any hormone replacements? Lkke hrt? Or did you just do castration alone without any thing like hrt?

Are you on any hormone replacement? Or did castration alone make you happier.

Will it affect ones mind to the point of where they can't find joy and pleasure in the things they did before castration? I am planning on getting chemically castrated soon and I am worried that it will suck the joy in life out on me, because I have read that it messes with your brain in weird ways