Hi Loki, I hope you're ok, I've not seen you on MSN for ages. Hope things are going well with your brother x

I'm stuck between the two really ...

I'd love to loose my cock and have my balls internallised so that I'm completely smooth and permanantly frustrated, OR have my balls replaced with implants and given a permanent priapism (hard-on) which I'd struggle to hide and find quite embarrasing.

Both are ...