thank you to those who wrote the nice words.

I am still so sad.

I miss having him so near,

I miss the sex but could not yet let some one put their penis in my mouth or bum.

I almost let a friend bet my ass with his leather strop.

I am a mess I miss him so much.

by for now

how did this get in this group

it was in gay, bi etc.

how to put it where it belongs.

Sorry I have not written in so long.

many of you have said if I would be castrated and have penis removed I could lose my bf.

will you were right.

But not in the way you said.

The morning I was going to doctor he left to get a few things from the store.

he had an wreck and was killed.

He left ...

It will not be long now. I am to be castrated in very near future.

I have to wait for swelling to go down. As a going away present my bf spanked them with a paddle till I past out. I had a safe word but those balls needed that spanking they are so bad.

drew28

have you gotten to suck that penis. To have his cum into your mouth then eat it?

My lover today put me over his knees and with a paddle spanked very hard and very long. Oh i love the pain, the tears flow so freely. I went off his knees and cried into his naked lap then sucked his penis he ...

I have had another shot and love what has happened to me and my body.

I almost never think of sex.

when he wishes to make love to me I let him. I enjoy it but would not think to ask for it.

when he points to his balls I get on my knees and give him is bj eating every drop. I do enjoy it.

when he ...

dear drew28

thank you for the nice reply.

I have thought of having my full package cut off since I cut that first hair that grew down there.

:dong:

As for sucking on penis. I love it. I remember the first time. we were talking and it came around to blow job. He said he was hard and pulled it out ...

I am NOT going to justify this with a reply.



A-1 the above is a reply.

I will reply to you. you make me sick.

you must be one of those who think that if someone does not think like you or agree with you they are crazy or off base or whatever.

I posted this on gay posting site.

I do not ...

The doctor I talked about came right over and gave me 150mg of Depo provera. I was given 150mg after 2 weeks and now another 2 weeks another 150 mg.

i love the change.

Maybe because I wanted to be more passive I am more passive.

We make love more often with me on the recieving end. oral,:dong ...

good advice

we have a doctor friend who told me a long time ago he would take care of it if I wanted to go that way.