Thank you for everyone who took the time to write me. I'm not really doing any better although I have tried changing meds and spending more time with the few friends I have. Everything continues to feel wrong and I cannot find any relief. It has gotten to the point where there is nothing I enjoy. I ...

Thank you all for replying. I've come to this site for a few weeks now doing searches for 'suicide' and such trying to figure out if its the procedure that made me hit such a low point or other factors.

Raymar: I am on estrogen therapy and have been before the castration. I also had my hormone ...

I'm sorry.

This is not going to be a happy post.

It's been 3 months since I had surgical castration. I'm trans and it was advised for me to have it done by my doctors.

For the next month after I felt fine. I was used to the effects of being on Testosterone blockers for years and didnt notice ...

Thank you everyone for your thoughtfull responses. I truly do appreciate the insight.

I have heard about the penis percings and seen pics and that looks horribly painful not to mention uncomfortable in general.

A-1, to answer your questions and a few of my own....


So did you have your ...

Most chastity devices I've seen utilize a ring around the testicles to form the lock preventing any action with the penis.

If one has been castrated there is nothing there to secure the base.

Does anyone know of any devices that do not rely on having testicles?

I'm castrated but still addicted to ...

I dont know if this helps and I dont advise drug use as it will lead to greater issues BUT I do know that using adhd stimulants on a daily basis will leave you limp while at the same time making you horny as hell. You will try to get off for hours sometimes but you will not get very hard.

The drug ...

and to follow up with my issue it does seem to be resolving itself (much to my horror). A few days ago I was fooling around with a girl and she said she wanted to see the stiches and stuff so I showed her and apparently this turned her on and she told me to masterbate for her. 45 minutes later and I ...

To answer and earlier question; I did not want to be castrated at all. Even though I am a non-op (besides plastic surgeries) m-f transsexual, that part of my anatomy was not the driving force making me unhappy with my overall appearance and lifestyle. I've been in therapy for years, have enough ...

The feeling is like that feeling of pressure somewhere internal right before you ejaculate (pre-castration). It feels like something is pressing upon some internal spot that's making me feel like this.

I thought perhaps it might be the result of some swelling as I'm still swollen in some areas ...

I has surgical castration (bi-lateral orchetomy) last tuesday. Since the surgery (only a week and a day now) I have become like a sex addict. What's going on here? The third day after the surgery I was despirate to cum and so I did even while feeling intense pain and discomfort for my actions and ...