Thank you all for your kindness and I will continue to read and post.

I have a question for Milkman what are you looking for? I feel your pain and I hear what your saying.

I am a first timer, I have followed this and like others I know the difference between sex and rape. I seem to be an easy mark for some reason. Now at 48 yrs I am searching for the person I am. I feel sad and lonely all the time. I have been married for many years but it has just been an existence ...