When i first got cut, i was using a compounding pharmacy for a Testosterone 'ointment' that did not work at all, and so for the first 7 months or so i had zero testosterone. Physically i could get somewhat hard if i really really worked at it and concentrated, but the idea was repellent. i had no ...

unless i am in a situation where i have to pee standing up (only urinals available and i cannot wait for a toilet) i ALWAYS pee sitting. The best is peeing outside.. pulling down your pants and squatting.. for some reason it feels so vulnerable and sexy

For me being smooth has always been the goal, before and after my castration. i did go through a few years after my castration where i was less driven by the desire, but now i am back to my research. One thing that has changed though, is that i used to desire a penectomy, while now i am more focused ...

lots... and LOTS of coffee!! heheh

sorry guys.. i live on a boat and am out of range of wifi for a few weeks at a time..

LT .. i pm'ed you back

Hey Gang,

i recently had my computer die on me, and all my pics with it. the only copies i know of taken during my castration are what i uploaded to BME about a decade ago, under the nick "puerileboy" .. if any of you have full access to BME, can you verify that they still are there, i do not ...

i can't find an appropriate place to post this, so if there a more appropriate place would an admin or moderator move it there for me?

like many here, from a very young age i was obsessed with the idea of having a smooth groin area. the idea was always there, but faded in and out over the years ...