No, no, absolutely not. I have sexual fantasies only, but in real life I would absolutely hate it. The fear of atcing out my fantasies - ont just by castration, but by allowing myself to be emasculated in any way at all, is horrifying and terrible to me. That's one of the reasons that I hate my ...

Thanks for the replies. I've started seeing a therapist, and I've made an appointment for Wednesday to talk about my sexuality. I'm pretty nervous, but I know that it's the right thing to od. I've also been on antidepressant medication for a while, now. It's really made a difference. Whilst I can't ...

Well, thanks for the replies. I don't feel quite so bad today, actually, and there are other days on which things don't seem so bad.

As it happens, I an currently taking medication for depression, though I've only been on it a short while. Chemical castration would be unbearable. I find myself ...

My troubles

For a long time I've had fantasies about emasculation, to the point where they are the only sexuality that I have. I don't have any problem with other people's practcies or fantasies, but in myself? I hate it. I can't stand it. I've tried using 'orgasmic reconditioning', but all it ...