I want to thank everyone for their helpful answers and suggestions. After reading your posts I went to my wife and told her what and how I was feeling, and I already feel like a weight has lifted. So very much appreciated.

Said something about threesomes... yay threesomes!!!

So throughout my childhood... which actually wasn't that long ago being as how I'm 20. However, I was told that in time I would grow to know if I was or was not gay. So as I stated... I'm 20 and still having fantasies of guys having sex with me. So what if I don't want them?... What if I would ...