Sorry, I felt the despair you've experienced in every word. Yes, I can relate to how being an upbeat person, with total cessation of testosterone, for many of us is a fate worse than death, mentally. My solution was is, I take a very small injection 1/4 to little under 1/2 cc of T every two weeks ...

Moments ago, I originally posted this as reply to a post "Penis Shrinkage- Post Orchiectomy "

As i sent my reply i thought 'how many others' have similar concerns?

I am speaking from experience. After castration, initially, I did not notice any penis shrinkage either. Keep in mind the majority of ...

I understand what your saying but it is a self image thing completly, thinking you are less than with your balls. You indicated you are gay or bi sexual. I assure you, You are not less than due to being castrated. Many many if not almost all gay, bi sexual even those who identify as straight are ...

608 is above average, especially for someone older, just as mine once was. Beware, the first few weeks without T as the residual T drops in your blood plasma, it seems mild then seemingly overnight, one day mentally you are sexually aroused but physically nothing happens. No erection or that ...

read your thread and most likely the topical is a waste of time money, orally taking Pueraria mirifica may cause growth that along with bovine ovary supplements should cause some growth based on reseach I did. google swanson bovine ovary supplements takes bout three months to see any difference they ...

an afterthought response to a comment higher T level causes More Estrogen, true if your taking mega doses of horse enhancing body builder steroids Yep, unlikely taking one cc per week of testosterone would impact the estrogen levels. The Sex Binding Hormone, SBH level is the percentage of Free vs ...

Hey, everyone an anyone can agree to disagree. obviously, everyones experience using TRT is different based on their physiology and outlook on life, especially Sexuality. Me, I was born wired for Sex as even the time my T levels were below that of a female, mentally, I desired sexual intimacy even ...

this reply is to all who have posted on this topic. another perspective along with a questiion i wish to know others views on. ifyou read my earlier posts seeing that wwhile i have smalll testis due to trauma an infection i do not produce any T. Sexuality was and is importaNT TO me. i guess my mind ...

a little off topic but within the umbrella of partial feminization , i know not spelled correctly. I am looking for a product that will cause me to lactate. anyone know what & when i can purchase something ?

Opinions & Self Perception apparently varies per individual for Hypogondalism. Reading your post describing {a new kind of call]. I would describe my emotional state without HRT as Apathetic. Not having the will or [balls] to care even in a contentious situation. Sexually, emotionally I grieved the ...