i would say yes.

i dont like balls, they look ugly. i have a "castration desire",especially when i have sex or abuse.

my sex fantacy or sex imagine is i lose my balls and penis.

Tears and orgasms can both be great releases. I enjoy them both. I have found that tears wash away pain quicker than not crying. Orgasms for me now are very satisfying not just used to try and keep behaviors in check. When someone cries in my presence I am complimented that they trust in me enough ...

Here, in China, I can donate my balls to somebody who need them and I can get some money from it(about 70000RMB). This is a good way to do the cut and i dont need to pay for the fee of the operation.