Thank You Kangan, actually i have already been thinking that banding first might actually be a good idea, after all it is not my intention to have this done as a means of suicide, but i do want to feel the pain as the knife slices through my dick as soon as i can locate someone to help me with this.

Thank You Jema for Your suggestions, but at this point in my life i feel that this is one experience that i do truly owe myself. It has been a part of my mental make up for so very long now that i feel i must make this a reality and afterwards i will just have to accept it and learn to cope with the ...

Thank You Paola, i truly do want this to become a reality, even if this does cause my death, at least i will have realized my fantasy. i am certain that as soon as i know that its about to happen i will start to panic inside. about 3 years ago i thought this fantasy was going to be a reality, i was ...

hello everyone:

after many, many, years of fantasizing i have finally decided to try to locate someone that can, and will help me turn my fantasy into a reality. Now before everyone starts telling me how dangerous or stupid my fantasy is believe me i do honestly realize just how dangerous this will ...