It has resolved itself by "accident". Friday I had awful pain in my right side and was taken to hospital for appendicectomy. Surgeon noticed bruising from banding and in private I told him all. Not easy. He arranged for me to see urologist and psychotherapist Monday while still in hospital, as it ...

I went to the doctor's this morning. He was not sympathetic but referred me to a psychiatrist as I had also cut my penis last week after banding it. I chickened out when it started to bleed. I put a dressing on it and it's healing OK with a scar . I'm still hoping for castration. The idea on one ...

I've banded my penis several times until it went dark blue with the intention of slicing it off with a very sharp kitchen knife. The last time a few days ago when I did cut myself to a 1/4 inch and chickened out when the blood flowed. I just hate my penis and testicles. fortunately I do have a ...

Again banded tonight, but double. Scrotum purplish-black and shining. Left testicle seems smaller tonight so I used an injection needle, sterilized with sterile water in it and pierced the scrotum - a little painful and into the left testiicle - no pain as it slipped into the middle. Removed it and ...

I bought an elasterator and rings today. It looks fearsome and using the ring on my finger hurt like hell but there was a bone in there. Monday I'll try it

I've just applied a vice clamp to what is left of my left cord, which I found with difficulty. Sheer bliss and a little pain. My testicles are now numb.

I've just tucked my left, free roaming testicle up for the night.

I'm now into banding as I want rid of my testicles. very dark purple.

The left testicle is still vertically below the right but seems to have moved round 180 degrees with the small part on the other side! No pain at all. Left is now smaller than the right and still I can't feel a cord left, just a thin one perhaps. In fact the left testicle seems to be floating. No ...

Stalikas, I've sent you a private message but may havescrewed it up. Sorry

Thanks Uncle Flo. I took the band off to go to sleep (Im UK time). The left testicle which was always a little lower than the right is now in a verticle line below the other and is somewhat mis-shapen ie almost in two and the cord doesn't seem to be there. No pain or discolouration (or smell!)