I was surgically castrated yesterday. Finally after years of wanting. I was pleased to be surgically done in a hospital, safe and clean. Many times over the years I considered a 'cutter", but I am so happy to have found a doctor to properly do me.



hey congrats. I know how happy you must be. so ...

Congratulations on getting the estrogen scrip - what form are they going to be giving it to you in? I'm using the patches and they seem to work very well for me.

I don't see there being a lot of direct connection between estrogen and surgery, beyond needing something to replace the hormones ...

I started sitting to pee I don't even know how long ago because I naturally have a tendency to spray in the wrong direction like on my feet or up and down my pants leg. so I generally switched from standing to sitting unless it was at a toilet I would not feel comfortable about. this was before I ...

hi wheely, it's exciting to read about your progress. I've decided to proceed with my transitioning (hormones& surgery) SOC8 or no. I am already decided on E and will begin as soon as I am able to get the prescription. as for anti depressants, don't want them. I'll be much happier once all this work ...

I guess that was the case. probably the other time/s too. but what would I look for to know? I didn't realize there was a difference. I'll be more careful in the future.

i’ve been having problems when posting via my phone (android). when ready i post and then the post disappears. maybe it is not supposed to show up right away but there were at least 3 times it did not show up at all. I probably did not help any by trying to post it again right away (i usually copy ...

I am so frustrated actually, but I've been so frustrated all my life from long before I ever knew there would be a WPATH to frustrate me that I think i can weather bit of it too.

so tell me what you think Losrthem and or anyone, I already postponed my psych gatekeeper appointment til the end of ...

hmm, sex? no sex? and like I said elsewhere before, gender poetic!!! I believe the big change I experienced after orchi was the line from my sexuality brain to my gonads changed and is now from sexuality brain to poetry brain. and this is literally poetry I'm talking about. there is a strange ...

hi wheely, sorry for the delayed response. it has not been the best week. not suffering particularly but been distracted for reasons related to my transitioning situation. for me i have a way of not keeping in my mind what certain meds do. so i don’t know if i understand how those that you are on ...

I've now been off supplemental T since April, on Lupron since May, with a confirmed undetectable T level at the end of June, and been on an estrogen patch since early July...

I got a bunch of sweating episodes and periods of feeling unusually hot when I started the estrogen, which seem to have ...