Same here, had penectomy fantasies for a long time.

Particularly, i dream about some female moving my balls around after i have no penis, just looking at it and inspecting the final result.

See the following vid @ youtube, the operation is pretty gory but at the end you can see the doctors move ...

Nice dream.

If you wish that these types of dreams will keep turning you on (I'd get turned on if I had a dream like that), better hang on to your testicles.

If you lose your testes, than unless you get HRT, NOTHING will turn you on ever again. (that sucks).

HRT costs, and has it's risks and ...

Don't know if this (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCp1mFr15bE) has been posted here before...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCp1mFr15bE

Got to love the bathtub scene

Just wondering: does getting a handjob count as masturbation!?

My favorite pastime... I'd take a HJ over the missionary position anytime.

My wife and I did that for a couple of monthes in consent. She was intrigued and me too, we both wanted to see what it feel likes if I remain soft in sexual situations where I used to be hard. This was quite an experience.

Having her playing with my balls, while my penis remains soft has been quite ...

The first vid shows a brutal execution and (a dying) body mutilation. Penectomy is the least of the victim's problems.

Did you guys miss this one on youtube, african tribal dispute....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MIjvPRkKSs



I have just watched that african video a couple days ago. intense... i had nightmares the night after i watched it. mind you it seem they rip his abdomen open then chop the penis off ...

Used to masturbate daily, and fall asleep gripping my huge erection in my palm. Now i am down to ~once a week, and going to sleep with a limp cock... indeed the mighty have fallen.

I am on a business trip with an attractive famale co-worker, i am in good relations with. One night we stay up late (dont have sex), she says she'd be happy to chop off my balls fry them in a pan and eat them. I can actually imagine her licking her lips once she's done, and telling me how tasty my ...

Thanks all, for the concern. I am under routine monitoring with specialists doctors. As some mentioned, testicles aren't the only problem, but since I already live with this disease for many years, and since this change is new, it got me thinking. I am well aware of the various symptoms and possible ...