I don't have a fantasy of being castrated, meaning the actual procedure itself. I think I'd actually prefer not to see the procedure take place. My interest lies in the aftermath, namely having no testicles. When I think of myself with nothing below my penis, I feel as though that is how I am meant ...

To be honest, it's mostly sexual. The idea of having no testicles, and feeling/seeing my empty scrotum, is extremely arousing. I realize that in order to maintain any sexual ability after being castrated, I would need to take HRT, but that doesn't really bother me.

It also goes along with my ...

I would definitley say you should at least discuss this with a doctor and see what he or she says. Mumps is a virus, isn't it? I don't know much about medicine but viruses can cause genetic mutation, which can lead to cancer. Certainly something worth keeping in mind.

I'm 25 and I've been going back and forth on getting castrated. A part of me wants to, but another part is afraid to actually go through with it.

I have someone a couple states away who says he can arrange my cutting just as soon as I decide to come down and do it, and just when I think I'm ready I ...