Great. Do keep us updated as to how you feel.

Welcome, Geoffrey. Many of us, including myself, have been in that place of frustration and desperation that you describe now.

There is absolutely a psychological component to this type of thing; simply removing the T will not remove all unwanted thinking, actions, etc. Not to say that lowering T ...

I had an intense moment of spiritual awakening today, and I wish to share with whomever is inclined to read (http://sayakei.livejournal.com/8646.html).

Why do I come here at all? I really don't have a lot to share in the way of helpful experiences. Just unanswered questions, possibly more than the average person here, with less than available answers. I still haven't felt comfortable enough to share what really kills me about testosterone. This is ...

I ordered a bottle of Libidno a while back, tried it for a bit and felt no change, got really discouraged and depressed and stashed the rest of it somewhere that I can't for the life of me remember. There is an unfortunate lack of information around it on the internet, the little Googling I did ...

I'm Chinese and I've heard of her, I remember my mom making reference to her when I first came out. She's awesome. :]

It is beautifully written; you are one of the more soulful posters I've seen in my short time of lurking.

Thank you for sharing, and I do look forward to the rest...

I get exhausted of trying to deal with my body; I hate to even think about it, much less talk about it.

I keep reading people's experiences on here about how much castration has benefitted them, and it makes me so incredibly jealous.

It's a lot more complicated for me.

I do try to not think about ...

I am aspiring to live without sex hormones entirely. I've lived with both testosterone and estrogen, and both have traumatized me in very different but equally intense ways.

I don't know why my body and spirit are so sensitive, why even the smallest shift in one direction of the hormonal balance ...

What happened with the TG community? Do you mean online? I know some can be extremely militant in what it means to be a REAL transsexual, at least the MTF versions. You should like the EA, everyone here is really nice. Especially now that the political boards have been taken down.



I mean ...