Thanks.

Yes there is a strong sexual fantasy element.The forced femisation thing.I would like to talk with a therapist to understand this aspect of my sexuality.

I am addicted tyo mastabating and having a lower sex drive would be a relief !

I'm keen on the idea of taking female hormones for a short time to see what happens to my body.I like the idea of being forced to take them.I want to be feminised.Any suggestions ?